Going through Changes
09 Jan 2012 Leave a Comment
Well I know a few months ago I said I was back, and then I left again…to be honest the last few months have been for me as close to hell as I think I have ever come emotionally. Maybe it was my own making, maybe not, either way I lived it and hopefully I am now at the other end to talk about it.
Although I won’t.
My motto is there is an Eminem song for every phase of my life. This is why I am drawn to his music so much, now I am not saying I have a desire to put my spouse in the trunk of my car and drive off a cliff, but I can relate to the F’ed up childhood, the feeling of not being good enough no matter how hard you try, and the making something out of your life when everyone tried to tell you that you wouldn’t amount to ish.
I think I turned out pretty well, considering what the alternative could have been. And for those who don’t agree in the words of Em:
“fuck the world Feed it beans, it’s gassed up, if it thinks it’s stoppin me
I’ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I’m tearin down your balcony”
